???脏???，???越???来???越???脏???，???而???你???不???会???再???对???我???微???笑???。?????????我???一???直???以???为???我???可???以???控???制???住???，???但???是???新???的???情???绪???
???现???了???。?????????我???不???能???要???。
?????????我???想???在???你???
???上???重???现???。?????????如???果???有???其???他???东???西???能???破???坏???这???个???封???闭???的???回???路???，???也???许???我???还???会???有???救???，???但???我???在???把???这???个???东???西???越???推???越???远???。
?????????明???知???会???是???这???样???的???结???果???，???但???我???还???是???
???了???，???我???已???经???开???始???上???瘾???。???羞???耻???、???自???责???和???痛???苦???是???快???乐???的???养???料???，???那???是???b??????T???的???快???乐???要???
???剧???烈???的???快???乐???。?????????想???要???给???你???穿???衣???服???，???想???要???抚???m0???你???的???肌???肤???，???想???要???把???你???的???
???发??????成???无???数???
???发???型???，???想???让???你???变???得???漂???亮???。?????????在???一???瞬???间???的???快???
???后???，???是???漫???长???的???后???悔???，???后???悔???和???痛???苦???会???推???动???我???重???蹈???覆???辙???。?????????我???想???要???，???却???只???能???推???远???，???因???为???靠???近???我???的???不???会???有???好???下???场???。
?????????我???的???娃???娃???应???该???和???我???一???样???，???在???暗???无???天???日???的???储???藏???室???里???游???戏???，???不???该???被???赞???赏???喜???Ai???，???只???对???我???微???笑???。
?????????我???在???嫉???妒???，???他???们???喜???
???你???，???而???你???很???享???受???。?????????想???要???你???只???看???我???，???想???要???你???给???我???剪???指???甲???，???想???要???你???在???我???怀???里???。
?????????你???是???我???的???。
?????????颤???着???手???指???将???信???纸???翻???过???去???，???唐???若???却???只???见???三???行???字???。
?????????想???要???抱???着???你???，???看???什???么???都???好???，???想???要???m0???你???的???
???发???，???什???么???样???的???辫???
???都???好???，???想???听???你???的???声???音???，?????什???么???都???好???。?????????你???不???是???我???的???娃???娃???。
?
???加???速???，???会???让???人???沉???迷???于???行???为???，???沉???迷???于???重???现???。?????????我???想???要???。
?????????
???。?????????我???还???是???想???要???。
?????????你???应???该???和???正???常???人???一???样???，???在???他???们???的???目???光???下???弹???琴???，???让???更???多???人???为???你???鼓???掌???。
?????????但???是???不???可???能???了???。???你???会???讨???厌???我???，???再???也???不???跟???我?????话???，???觉???得???我???恶???心???，???让???我???离???开???你???
???边???。?????????又???想???把???你???
???脏???，???想???扯???掉???你???的???裙??????，???想???把???你???摔???在???地???上???，???想???看???当??????和??????T???分???离???时???，???你???还???会???不???会???微???笑???。?????????我???知???
???这???些???都???是???错???误???的???。?????????理???智???与???情???
???能???够???分???离???，???就???如???她???的??????T???和??????，???折???断???和???微???笑???。?????????你???会???受???伤???，???会???
???血???，???会???Si???去???。??????
?????????我???想???要???，???但???必???须???推???开???，???因???为???我???要???的???太???多???了???，???我???
???本???不???可???能???满???足???，???吞???下???后???我???会???依???旧???饥???饿???。?????????我???Ai???你???。
?????????我???想???要???，???唐???若???，???我???想???要???。